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A Singular Future?

Thursday, February 26th, 2009

TECH THURSDAY

Today, a few thoughts about a concept that’s new to most of us … the singularity. Now most of us think of the singularity as the very center of a black hole … a no-man’s land where the mass of the sun exists in an area the size of a pinhead. Theoretically, nothing … not even light … can escape the pull of this singularity.

Rolling Stone had an article last week about an altogether different singularity, proposed by Ray Kurzweil. The call him “Technoprophet,” as he’s been right on many unexpected advances. Not sure whether to curse him for this, but he created the synthesizer that creates computer sounds that sound like instruments. We can thank him for the piped-in music that’s so annoying on hold, in shops and some offices.

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He is know for pattern recognition innovations such as programs that enable computers to read text, the basis of scanning.

Nevertheless, Stevie Wonder is a good friend, and credits Mr. Kurzweil with changing his life because he created a computer program that translates text to speech.

The idea that is stirring up a lot of interest (some may say doom, fear and controversy) is known as the Singularity. But this Singularity is a lot closer than the nearest black hole. No, Kurzweil’s singularity will likely occur by 2045 — that’s when my niece will barely be 49 years old, the age I am now.

He believes by that time, machines and human beings will merge, that human life will never be the same again. That nanobots will clean out our blood streams of disease and illness, that we will plug ourselves in to back up our brains by computer.

He has been honored by three presidents, received the National Medal of Technology, so this guy is vastly respected. But not everyone buys his vision, or anti-vision, for the future. Jaron Lanier, who pioneered the realm of virtual reality, says in the RS article that the Singularity theory is comparable to a kooky religious fanaticism, predicting the end of times. That Kurzweil has gone off the deep end.

I have to say, however, I feel a chill when I realize how easily (and whole-heartedly) I embraced the iPod. I’ve often joked, I’d have it implanted if I could.

Now that’s a joke — I draw the line at my skin barrier — but who’s to say that if someone said a nanobot could clear cancer from our bodies, wouldn’t I at least try … especially if I were going to die … I think so.

In that sense, it’s not all doom and gloom. It’s possible these nanobots could also clear pollution — and carbon — from our atmosphere.

A couple of thoughts about Kurzweil. He perdicted the fall of the Soviet Union, the rise of the Internet, and the spread (ubiquity) of wireless networks.

If you’re interested in reading more, his book is The Singularity is Near.

Alcohol & health

Wednesday, February 25th, 2009

Here we are, mid-week already, and there’s no sign the work obligations are letting up. It’s been some time now since I’ve worked on the novel … been in the river with it so to speak … but when the current kicks up, you just have to swim.

Meanwhile, an interesting health note today. A new study shows a link between alcohol consumption and making truthful observations about alcohol.

While I don’t espouse making booze illegal, we can agree that it’s a toxin and worse, a highly addictive substance that ruins people. They lose jobs, then their personalities change, then their minds go and eventually their bodies.

Granted, there are some people who can enjoy a drink every now and again, and are fine. Still others enjoy wine tasting and characterization. Those pleasures are precious and very human.

Still when dealing with any kind of alcohol, it’s important to understand what we’re dealing with — a highly powerful substance that can do harm.

In a separate observation, someone is unleashing its bad ‘bots on this blog again. Bad, bad ‘bots!

Clearing the Inner Noise

Monday, February 23rd, 2009

LANDSCAPE OF THE HOME

It’s not unusual for me to open the week with a description of some kind of clearing out and cleaning up. Getting rid of clutter is one of the hardest things for me to do — clearing the home requires making decisions, many of them very emotional.

But my sister gave me this sweater … I say to myself … my Mom gave me this ceramic bunny … this wooden panel has been in my family for three generations … you get the picture.

We get busy … things enter our homes … dust settles on them … we’re too busy to take things down, clean them off and decide if they should stay.

Yet when I take time to remove everything from a shelf … a drawer … a closet … it allows me not only to clean away the dust, but also to clear away old emotions, and even old parts of myself. It allows me to return to who and what I am today — today’s projects, and not yesterday’s burdens.

Two expressions guide me. First: The landscape of the home is the landscape of the mind. In so many ways, this one is true. When I’m very busy, working on many projects, no time for peaceful thought, my home tends to reflect this state. Sometimes when I’m really busy, the house becomes nearly unrecognizable — dishes on the counters, clothes on the floor, disarray everywhere.

Yet these are times when I’m often getting a lot done. So there’s no need to focus on cleaning the house. There’s a flurry of ideas, so there’s a flurry of, well, stuff.

Nevertheless, this junk in the long term is very burdensome. Whether we’re aware of it or not, all the dust, all those objects that we really don’t want or need, weigh on our thoughts and minds, tangle us in them, literally and figuratively weigh us down.

The second expression that guides me goes: Only keep items you believe to be beautiful or know to be useful. That expression recognizes that we can appreciate and enjoy things because of how they appear — we don’t have to always use them.

I have a shelf with items most people might consider ordinary. I have two plastic tops, a couple of rocks, feathers and a plastic salamander. As I dusted this bookshelf yesterday, I looked at each item and felt something. The plastic salamander was a gift from the children next door when they were 6 or 7 years old. The pyrite belonged to my Mother when she was a little girl, and it reminds me of Medoc, the state park I used to visit as a little girl.

On the other hand, there was a bit of shell I once thought beautiful, but think it should be sent into the world. Likewise, favorite books that deserve to be read by other people, instead of sitting on my shelf. Books I accept I will not ever read. (Sometimes these books decisions are the hardest, as they bring me face to face with my own mortality.)

What is useful, what is beautiful? When we can make these decisions, we can better understand ourselves and what we value.

At the same time, these are decisions that we sometimes would rather put off, as we may not know the answers. And so, our homes become cluttered while we figure them out.

Global Dust-Up

Wednesday, February 18th, 2009

Almost like a frisson going through the large universal human soul, everything is crunching and reordering. Waves around the world today of happenings that stem from our country’s economic crisis; scandals, fears and business scale-backs.

Human beings seem to bounce back from horrible, terrible times — our World Wars, genocides, apartheid, slavery. It takes a long time for us to realize the sin of our behaviors, and usually we won’t stop until someone threatens us with hardship, imprisonment or death. Or, we see the horror of what we’ve done and someone helps us see a way out of darkness. Dr. Martin Luther King Jr., Mohandas Gandhi, Abraham Lincoln.

Slavery sent this nation into Civil War; World War II stopped fascism.

In our world this morning, there is unbridled greed, which allowed the most powerful nation on earth to become a big fat Atlantic City gameroom.

Good, honest people were suckered in by adjustable rate mortgages, with pie-in-the-sky promises that they could flip their house and make a bundle before the rate jumped. Now, they’re sitting in … or losing … homes they owe more on than they’re worth.

Meanwhile, million-dollar salaries among CEOs created an upper tier of wealth and power, and removed moral constraints.

So we wait and watch for the dust to settle after this whirlwind of change, and wait for the light after the storm.

Everything Blooms

Tuesday, February 17th, 2009

Shutting the blinds to close out the day last night, I noticed something unexpected.

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Our bougainvillea, a crawling bloomer that’s native to Florida, sits on a table by the eastern kitchen window. Each fall it comes in to join the peace lilies and philodendron, then struggles, day after day, to stay alive until May or June, when I take it outside again to flourish.

We’ve had this plant for nearly five years, I suppose. My husband chose it to hang on the new trellis we built several years ago, planning to hang it from the cross boards.

We liked it so much we brought it to the front yard, where it hangs each summer on a shepherd’s hook.

When it comes in each autumn, the first thing it does is shed its leaves to ease the stress of coming into a dry house environment. There it sits for weeks, bare, mere sticks, to all appearances dead.

Then slowly, as the weeks go by, I’ll see tiny sprouts on the stems, and soon, leaves push through.

Sometimes, there’s more, and yesterday, it happened: the bougainvillea was starting to bloom.

The sepals are pale red, not the deep crimson they’ll be in the summer, but there they are, nonetheless.

Bougainvillea blooms. Doing their best, despite the odds.

If you’ve ever spent time with plants, you can’t help becoming affected by them. Plants have such courage, resilience, and strength. They are so generous — sharing nectar with bees and birds; color and pollen with butterflies; food and joy for us human beings.

Whenever I see the color of a blossom, it’s almost jarring to see such gorgeous life expression.

I gaze and wonder, and remind myself that in this mysterious world of miracles, one thing is certain: Everything blooms.

FD returns Friday

Thursday, February 12th, 2009

It’s happened again … here it is Tech Thursday and I was all ready to write about the “singularity.”

Then I get busy … dogs, cats deadlines and furballs … threats from all sides … several loads of clothes just sitting there in the middle of the floor … almost out of coffee … I repeat ALMOST OUT OF COFFEE … so focusing in abstract on a concept such as singularity, involving nothing less than the fate of the human race … is entirely beyond my abilities today.

Nevertheless, Fiction Daily will return tomorrow with an all-new superstition-free (or is that full?) Figuratively Speaking, we promise!

And next week, that singularity, at last.

TOMORROW: Where does this Friday-the-Thirteenth business come from, anyway? Figuratively Speaking wants to know.

Counting on Karma

Wednesday, February 11th, 2009

This week I’ve had some close encounters with karma and faith.

So what is karma?

Karma introduced itself to me with a swift kick in the pants. The year was 1993 or 1994. I went to a sandwich shop with those bins of bulk raisins and malt balls. I got a bag of raisins and forgot to pay for it … just outside the door, I discovered my mistake, and instead of returning to pay, congratulated myself for getting away with it!

That night, my car was broken into. Wallet, purse, gym bag all stolen.

Lesson!

Now I’m not saying there’s a big mean deed-o-meter out there waiting to punish us … but it showed me that the rules I choose to live by are also the rules that will choose me.

It’s not a punishment. It is, however, a registration. An action will generate a certain effect … that’s a basic law of physics, but I believe it also applies to choices, morals and values.

So went my first lesson with karma.

Today, I have a greater understanding of karma. I see that the more I extend goodwill to others, the more I will experience.

Now that’s not why I do it … I find it invigorating to extend good wishes to people who wish to do me harm. The first few times it’s frightening as I thought, If I wish them well, will it somehow empower them to harm me?

Guided by teachings of our great prophets — Jesus, Buddha, Gandhi, Martin King, His Holiness the Dalai Lama — I began taking risks that way. I first tried it when I would say a Serenity Prayer for people who wronged me … I heard that if you said it twice a day for two weeks it would dispel a resentment for wrongdoing. It works generally in less than a day.

I read a book by Emmet Fox, “Sermon on the Mount,” and it was transformational. I started praying for people who wished me ill.

These days, there are people who threaten everything I believe in or value. At first, I only offered quiet, restrained prayers, moderately sincere. I meet them and realize they’re mere human beings, with fears of their own. It becomes easier, then,, to wish them happiness without suffering. Perhaps if they have less suffering in their lives and hearts, they will not go after me.

More about karma next week.

Kafka, Realist

Monday, February 9th, 2009

Kafka anyone?

Every once a century or so, a writer comes along who clearly captures a great truth about what it is to be human. Victor Hugo gave us Quasimodo … a twisted, ugly man on the outside, whose heart held unmatched love, devotion and beauty. Quasimodo gives us a sublime being whose story is our story. Physical appearance trumps morals in human society, yet in the end, heart, compassion and love keep us alive.

So Kafka.

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Kafka gives us worlds of absurdity and threat. Where innocent people find themselves charged, convicted and condemned … through no crime of their own. In Metamorphosis, a man wakes up a giant beetle. Like the rest of us who find ourselves under siege from within or without, he makes do. He finds himself a beetle and he does the best he can. He adjusts. He mourns the loss of his ability to work, to communicate, to go about his day. But he persists.

So the first time I ever heard about this word by Kafka, I must have been a teenager, or younger, a child. I heard someone talk about the story plot, and it terrified me. How could someone survive being turned into a roach? No escape, no chance at life again, no walking, no being held by your mother?

For a child, it was unimaginable horror. It was unsurvivable.

Yet today as an adult, I understand what that beetle assault really means. It is the constant hostility of the world, and people driven by greed, who will attack and destroy. It is those people driven to have more, to take at the expense of others, who turn the rest of us into beetles and leave us bedridden.

Or, we face the person in power … such as the “officer” in In the Penal Colony. This character, one of literature’s most unsettling, uses a giant metal point to write lessons in prisoners’ backs, until they expire.

Likewise, for transgressions and sometimes without them, we find ourselves severely punished and facing sentences unbearably harsh, inhumane even for a criminal. Even a criminal deserves humane treatment. Otherwise, what are we?

We like truth, or verisimilitude, in writing. We expect a logical progression of events, and characters who act consistently.

Yet at the same time, brave writers can break from so-called reality and give us grotesque situations that better capture the human experience than a so-called real portrayal.

FD will be back Monday

Friday, February 6th, 2009

… and an all-new, superstition-free Figuratively Speaking on Friday, Feb. 13!

Digital TV Delay, part 2

Thursday, February 5th, 2009

TECH THURSDAY

It looks like the transition to digital TV will be delayed after all.

With so much immorality prevailing in the previous administration (torture, wiretapping Americans, unjust wars) it was hard for such a trifling issue to appear on anyone’s radar. But the switch to digital TV was ill-conceived, poorly publicized and contemptuous of the public at large. Little information was made available and the shift was ramrodded through the administration with little consideration for its effects on ordinary, especially non-cable buying (read: poor) people.

In spite of the tremendous economic crisis, Mr. Obama and his administration turned immediately to this issue in his first week in office. At first, I admit, I worried he would become bogged down in trivia. Yet now I see that this issue illustrates plainly the new wind of our government. This issue became important because it speaks to the core of our national situation: by delaying the switch to digital, the administration and our leaders are saying, Guess what, the little people matter, after all.

Among the many problems with the switch is the shortage of the coupons, that work like store gift-cards. You take your card to the electronics store and it gives you a $40 credit on a converter box. (Never mind that the box is $60 … someone is making a fortune on this and you know it’s not the Chinese workers who made them.)

Once you get the box set up it’s nice having a digital signal. But let’s face it: electronic gadgets are complicated, even if you can figure out what to purchase. My husband set ours up … I refused to read the instructions out of fear they would scramble my brain like something from Star Trek.

So the government has run out of coupons … and we’re so busy giving money to idiot bankers and investment firms who frittered away our hard-earned house payments for the past 10 years on trips to Vegas and investments with Bernie Madoff that it doesn’t have enough for coupons.

In addition to that snag, there are problems with the signal itself. If you live outside the area of strong signal, you may not be able to receive any signal at all. That’s because it’s not possible to receive a partial digital signal … it’s all or nothing. This is called “the cliff.”

Previously, you could receive an analogue (or wave) signal even weakly and have some picture. With digital, once you fall off the cliff, you have nothing.

So now we have until June 12 to figure it out. To publicize the shift, to make the American public part of the change. That’s good news. It will cost broadcasters, including Public Broadcasting System, or PBS, thousands they don’t have right now. That’s not. But the times require it.

IN OTHER NEWS, Google is rethinking its partnership with AOL and selling its investment. Hard times online.

TOMORROW: Figuratively Speaking Friday